the thing about twist and shout is that you have to read it during an emotionally volatile time of your life. it can be when you're a gay fourteen year-old, it can be when you're spending your first semester off at college, it can be while visiting your family for the holidays, whatever. it just needs to be at a moment where you are desperate for catharsis and don't care about OOC writing or emotional exploitation to get it
it's meant to be read in one sitting, started at whatever time will allow you to read "Cas died on a Thursday" at 4am shaking from exhaustion and low blood sugar, crying ghibli-tears into your pillow while you think to yourself you're glad no one is awake to see you like this
